蓝鱼~驿站: November 2006

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

不愿承认
不愿面对
我真的爱你很深很深
一个笑容
一句话语
都让我心跳很快很快
每个思索
每个欲望
全被你占据很满很满
无法平静
不想透露
因为爱你快乐很久很久
情愿醉死在梦里
当一切都变的无力
情愿为你而美丽
当你呼唤我的名字
情愿默默的隐藏
当它只是一个错误
情愿很久的以后
当一切被时间冲淡
我只会更爱你

listen to this repeatedly tonight...gu zhe, i think u will like this too, after the 伤心海洋...

so stubborn..determined to modify my blog be4 i sleep....4:22 adi la...
things below were wrote in a notepad when i was still conscious....
i jus paste it now..if u understand d ramble...XD
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| shud type some here be4 i lost my memory//

today ar...sek bak gor lorr....regret to tll u tat...wellington reject me la..shit

and pei mun...haha..she wanna tell d rotiman..dun wan....as as she waived her hand..she said BYE BYE//// all of us laugh still sok zai yat gao on d sofa!!

and erm zheng li my room liao

and ermfeel some moddiness--all ppl go travel go play-
but itell myself=shud chen dian
not to travel onli
i think i will miss d secodndary life
after organise my all phot
is tatd real gan dong?

and erm...nothing lo...2mr go lee wei song music class
hav to figure out wat uni im gonig to apply
be4 the asteroscholarship
dedline comin!! |
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all frens goin trip adi....wish dem a happy holiday ler..

nite huat

Monday, November 27, 2006

a date with ah huat

hmm, actualli very tired now. but i relli think tat i shud b more disciplined, in the sense that, i should do what i hav promised to myself...like writing my blog.well, i wonder if u guys would fed up of c-ing such words.whatever.

today is ying han's big day.yap. she's havin her very first charity concert,raising fund for d hall building of a primary school, at auditorium of summit complex,USJ.well, i went and be d stage crew upon her imploration..XD..actually i am obliged to give her a hand, as she called me "kai gor" ONCE UPON A TIME during in form4,5 ?? not so clear adi...

ok,actuali i didnt slp much yesterday..tat phucking khangsiang(dear, borrow ur name to hav this adj been added be4 okay...cos ppl would misunderstand tat sth serious happened...ahemm for d fact that ur fren so refined,ppl don expect these bad words to be typed out of my fingers...but frens...i found tat it's kinda funny + self-emancipation by doing so....so, accustom to it ba~~) called me up at 1 something...plus i was just back from KLCC for MPO(malaysian philoharmonik orchestra) christmas ROYALTY(cost me 10 bus onli..thx chong hwa for ur name ^^) show..so v tired..ppl oredi decided to wear contact lenses today mar...need slp so my eyes can open wide!!

today morning, i was roused up frm slp by my mum...7 sth...den after Lai Chuang till 8.30, i woke up and @##$$% ( daily routine, but extraordinarily faz) lilian arrive at 10am..we got on my car and i quickly satirize her : "dunno who tell me leh, say 10am START rehearsal WORR...aiks" haha enjoy listening her explanation cos usually im d one who do so...=p..my frens probably could figure out what im indicating..whee.

reached ther at 10:20, thx to my nice driving skills.xin min and other gals were oredi ther.gave me a radiant smile( hey xin min, i like ur sincere smile v much u knoe) and erm start rehearsing tat stuff lorr...about 1 pm lidat, we went for lunch..a hk-style restaurant..mic (not tat mic, is michelle) was v hungry, wan to say sorry too, she went up kl by ktm den i fail to fetch her....it's had been such a hassle for her to reach summit..[aiks, oways swerve from the topic, but u knoe wat, blogging's like tat, we just hav endless story to tell...] skip the eating process.conclusion is, mic had been waited until the resting time finished, she ate nothing..and one thing v funny was tat, wee chean so FEI, he "shua wu lai" to d cashier when he was paying his portion, saying "rm8.90 de thing" , means tat he ate food that costs this price..what d hella sentence is tat...den less den one second,the cashier repiled" 9.38 PLS"WAHAHAHA....c d point anot, it's just sound like cashier sneering at him" haha u ate 8.90 de thing, so wat? pay 9.38!!" relli zadao, c how u interprete d story la...

my job was just to in-charge of the microphones,i.e. to adjust their position on d stage bcos there was many types of performance:piano recital, quartet(saxophone+piano),choir,duet,octet....diff instruments were used..let's count it out, piano, violin,cello,[electronic guitar,bass,drum set],vocal of course...wow, siapa panggil ah moi ini so talented..opps..those bracket-ed up ones were what formed d band...pls don expect my ellegant yinghan to play tat wearing her gown..

d prelude was: THE PHANTOM OF OPERA!! wow..it was enthralling, she relli did show her vocal to its fullest...cos when in d rehearsal, i heard her voice..a lil' bit unstable...erm...and the show went on, and actually what i liked d most were d vocal part..songs by george gershwin 1.I Have a Crush On you 2.Somebody loves me 3.Someone To Watch Over me and most importantly, PART OF THE WORLD..sang by little mermaid....wow i love tat so much..it let me reminisce about d past...i think i stil hav d tape, well kept inside my store...and erm, the charles boey who played electronic guitar..the sound effect was just what i yearn to listen frm a song...dunno how to explain...jus..took my breathe away...blif me, early or late, i would let d mesmerizing sound to come out frm d plucking on the strings of guitar by my right hand!! i swear.

after the show ended, ying han belanja us makan...include hongping n chris n shengran except those performers n crews...and after tat, took photo v her pretty cousin sisters...ai ling and ai jia...they called themselves"lin jia 邻家女孩" =.=|| they was fashionable though.and erm, not feel like going to continue chatting in ying han's hse....den asked if chek siang(primary friend, currently studying in tarc) free, i go fetch him for dinner...ON, den i continued on my way, havin traffic jam...

start frm here, hoping tat my sis won c this...XD...i told some lie to my mum la, jus dun wan her to worry...driving ownself...ok wat, im stable enuf ok..

realising i was alone in d car, den i increase d volume of d sound system...follow yanzi to sing...scream!! test road...try to back home passing by pyramid, instead of kesas highway which i used to...actually, i was searching for a shop too, PICASO, a bridal shop,anyone knows?? dun ask me for what ok. i jus keep going, ther was one minute of time...i felt a kind of directionlessness...the sky was going to be overwhelmed by darkness...but i knoe i need not scare,indeed,i like to drive under those neon lights of city. i aint going to discover anything with ugliness, however it exists in this city...mayb some ppl were having their dirty deal ( drugs.?) tat costs up to million or billion...mayb some gal or boy or gal/boy were selling their body and soul just to earn 50 bugs for life...mayb some of dem were in hse...having a good time with their bf or gf, even a fren, hugging each other while watching a small tv, at 9th floor or 20th floor of a condo or low-priced flat...transmitting heat to each other ,equilibrium achieved(wtf science stream student) and d warmth tells everything...they need not to converse, heart beats tell everything.shit, swerve again.

then, i passed a simpang tat could lead me back home...i relli don wan get back home tat early, den obstinately, i continue my way, d route to skul...i was going to jalan genting kelang.....and den wangsa maju lrt station...chek siang and his roommates were waiting for me.d road was not so jammed, though it was congested wif cars...strong lights reflects into my eyes...argh...v dry la my eyes...seeps..seeps...nasib baik got a mousturising sprayers..hehe.

when i got them on my car...oh nightmare...!!!his fren, one called isaac, one called big-mouth (paise forgot real name, but oredi v fortunate, i burning my midnight oil rattling bout U ler..)
they dunno where to go eat...i oso dunno,cos it was not my world ther....stupid even mentioned "sri petaling many things to eat rite? go lar..later fetch us back again.." =.=..wow wat a unconsiderable fren....nvm lor...keep going, but his frens osoa lil' bit blur....din assit me tat much,knoe wat, i drive drive drive, reached ulu kelang!! say wan go pizza hut...ok..u turn back to wangsa maju...passed by one branch.."TIS ONE NOT NICE" walao, so choosy!!one of d branch..FULL..frusfrated edi, at last, ended up eating at jalan genting kelang d branch...helo, i've driven so many kilometres de Yuan Wang road!! shoot me pls, shoot me.

erm ok lor,got to know his frens...personality okay, interaction btwin them quite gd as well, jus tat, too many " sohai, lan jiao..."argh cant stand it!! onli chek siang said tat, his frens didnt.i've kicked him each time he mentioned d bad words...plus he has wa wa yin, no feel oso saying tat, v weird la...den i jus ask this ask tat lo, den keep watching my watch, ready to back...mus b earlier den dad..avoid any grumble frm him...aiks hate to cheat, even a small one, but what to do, as long my mum is assured, i don wan her to worry from the moment i step out of d house,until i come back...my mummy relli love me SOSOSOSOSOS much....everything was well prepared be4 i go out...won miss my ic or license..or ...ANYTHING!!

conclusion: a day lor, nth meaningful for me...onli one does so, i wrote this long post until now,2.34 am...though im reli exhausted edi....jus trying my best to keep my own promise...(of course la, if not nez time my promise to others would be valueless =p)

so, good night defa, a huat.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Chai Mui


aish v duo luo these days...1pm wake up and then day dreaming for 1 hr...den onli start eating and for d next, indulging in d world of tv...mum prepared spaghetti, and .................
morning
i goin slp now.......continue 2mr.....

now nearly 4 adi...jus now keep discussing v derek and dx....bout how to go fetch dem...din chat lidat so long le...haha contented..though my body start burning

Monday, November 20, 2006

a conversation btwin an CHONG HWA exam anxieter v the HONOURABLE princess of CONGO

Mary says:
hey hey, i oso wan to watch 蓝色大门for a long time liao..abt 同性恋de..right? i like桂伦美
defa says:
harr
defa says:
i dunno about wat de tim~~
defa says:
hhaa
defa says:
jus know it screens on d tian ying
defa says:
heard long time ago jiang~~
defa says:
haha
defa says:
we go find
defa says:
and den watch together la
defa says:
~~
defa-
wait
defa-
2mr examhor????????
defa-
haven finish reading?
defa-
gambateh arrr~~
Mary says:
erm erm..donno where can find leh
Mary says:
cuz few years liao leh
Mary says:
i like this movie lor..last time i miss the chance to watch..make me gik sam until now ^^]
defa-
nvm
defa-
i will continue finding
defa
hehe
defa
u 2mr got exam./


Mary-嘴唇爆裂...喝多点水啦..一直喝咖啡绿茶..心脏负荷不了lor.. says:
got ar
defa-
hey p/s: tats a feature of msn..wan to change ur nick...go
defa- personal setting...:) (dun throw wggs on me, need money coffee dun too much de ok
defa-
heartbeat rate increase de ah
Mary-
yea..i can feel it ^^
Mary-
really very tuo sui 1...if not i'll fall asleep o..
defa-
ohhh
defa-
den u dun peduli my movie 1st la start to worry....i hav to acknowledge u tat
defa- this fellow will b having her malay n sejarah
hahaah exam few hrs later~~
Mary-
u noe leehom got new song? english de
defa-
fas memorise ur mesopotamia
defa-
yamehhh darn...got attracted when she stated LEE
defa- HOM and NEW song
sei lor
defa-
i dunno tim
Mary-
deng~..mesopotamia..T_T
Mary-
u wan?
defa-
erm OF COURSE LA~~~
defa-
WAN EMPHASIZING
defa-

Mary-嘴唇爆裂...喝多点水啦..一直喝咖啡绿茶..心脏负荷不了lor.. sends:

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defa-penguin shoes ensure "happy"feet--who got 蓝色大门 de dvd? i cant buy ler... says:
disturb u tim sarcastic-nya...hoho
Mary-
haha..i'm too bored u noe
defa-
if feel study enuf start to b ah moe again..nasihat...@@
defa
fas go slp ler
defa-
later no jing shen 2mr
Mary-
aiyoyo..cannott first..hv 2 finish my study first MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!
Mary-
i wonder how u go through the whole SPM last year (bu ran ni yi wei ??!!)

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defa-
but 1 am liao
defa-
though i oso studied til 3am in previous
defa-
u cannot on ur pc la i think (mary : AGAIN.......=.=|||)
defa-
haizzz
defa-
jiu go through loo
defa-
i orderu off pc now!! QI XIAO!!
Mary-
haha~..cuz i wan listen music and dl KTV mah.haha
defa-
will distracted de arr
defa-
radioactive summore
defa-
but i will mo mo +u+U+u=u=u=uu+U for u
defa-
mus get A1
defa-
i gifu my luck ^^ HAHA every malaysian gets along
Mary- v others v well...(im chinese n she's
haha~..so gud~... malay...) kiddin dun beat me mary =p
Mary-
fuiyo...i got read ur blog.u went genting ar
defa-
hahaha
defa-penguin shoes ensure "happy"feet--who got 蓝色大门 de dvd? i cant buy ler... says:
fuiyo...... i burst into laughter
defa--lol princess of gang guo i dunno 蓝色大门 is about homo de tim gambateh aru care me so much i ask sejarah care u b2k ^^ says:
dun tok 2 me le
defa-- says:
1:10 le!!
defa-- says:
mus add oil
defa--l says:
got spot
Mary-says:
haha~..zd..
defa-- says:
pengaruh hindu-buddha di asia tenggara? act like i haven forgot those syllabus
Mary- says: YI WEI
erm..tat 1 ar...will come out gua i guess.
Mary- says:
cuz i got read
Mary- says:
so i wan it com eout..haha \|/ (mentol) eh rite question wor...^^
defa- says:
mm....yea
defa- says:
princess wo
defa says:
will gif u face de
defa-- says:
wooi
defa- says:
rest 10 min enuf la~~
Mary- says:
wakaka~..hope so hope so
defa- says:
fas go continue
defa- says:
i dan xin bout u liao
Mary says:
fuiyo~..
Mary- says:
guesss wat, yesterday i slept at 4am leh~..donno doing wat.but not studying anyway..haha
defa-- says:
suo yi la
defa- says:
dun paly play
defa- says:
u wan to leave skul de
defa- says:
mus get better result
Mary- says:
wahaha~..yalor..
Mary- says:
ei, so next year where u going?
defa- says:
ooiii wan scold ppl le?? pa pa
defa- says:
r u STUDYING
defa- says:
after exam
defa-says:
we go out yam cha onli discuss la~~
defa- says:
sei lo
Mary- says:
haha~>>u say de ar (defa: feel like being focused by a wolf .
defa- says: WOOO~~~haha)
u chat v other s too!!???
defa- says:
wei i relli worry la
defa-^ says:
donnnnnnnn
defa-says:
i don even touch com during spm
defa- says:
den onli can go through
defa- says:
so off la~~
Mary- says:
aiyo..zd..i on9 sendiri oredi预了chat wif other de lah.. (mary: u beh ma,i geng de ler)
defa-- says:
though i happy to chat v u
Mary- says:
erm..will off lah~ but not now..haha
defa- says:
but now i feel like harming u
defa- says:
yes
defa- says:
now
Mary- says:
zd~..no lah~..i sendiri go chat wif u de wor..haha
defa--
defa-- says:
i relli dn wan choi u!!! walao ,yi wei!!!
defa-- says:
SCARE
Mary says:
walao~..i'm so scary meh..
defa- says:
syarat persekutuan
defa- says:
state SIMPLY SAID to gertak her
Mary-. says:
u noe hor..these few days i oredi go参透ur samudera..really 38..haha dun even reply..seems
defa- says: useless
haha
defa-- says:
where 38?
Mary- says:
i mean i 38 lo keke pijak sendiri...ohoho
Mary- says:
i noe u got write a wawancara de
Marysays:
haha.."membelenggu remaja"..sth like tat..haha flying le, dun praise me!!
Mary-says: (continue ascending...)
"gejala yang tumbuk rusuk"..
Mary- says:
ahah..
defa- says:
haha
defa--says:
gd ar
defa-- says:
lerrn lor
defa--says:
ok
defa- says:
OFF
Mary- says:
wah..
Mary- says:
memandangkan tuan sangatlah keras kepala...dan masa tidak meng-allow-kan saya bercakap lah...kucing berundur kerana rusa, saya berundur kerana masa..saya mengakhirkan perbualan saya dengan serangkap pantun di bawah
"menimba air di Telaga Tujuh
minyak bercampur air mawar
DeFa ibarat rumah teguh
boleh ambil menjadi penawar" FAINTED \__|。
Mary- says: / |
Insya-Allah..saya hendak memanjatkan kesyukuran saya kepada Allah kerana bertuah dapat bercakap dengan tuan
Mary-says:
thank u..and bye bye lah~...i hv to continue add oil.. ^^

Saturday, November 18, 2006

生活多一点真心

两只蚂蚁相遇,只是彼此碰了一下胡须,就向相反方向爬去。爬了很久以后...突然都感到遗憾,在这样广大的时空中,体型如此微小的同类不期而遇。

[我们竟没有彼此拥抱一下。]蚂蚁心中想着:[随着宇宙空间的新开拓,我们的体型更加微小了,什么时候,还能碰见几只可以碰一下触须......]

来一次世间,容易吗?有一次相遇,容易吗?叫一声朋友,容易吗?仍然是那句话--学会珍惜,小心翼翼。

有一种朋友,跟他在一起的时候,心里完全没有负担,不需要可以地讨好他;无论行、走、坐、卧,都觉得很自在。

不在一起的时候,你知道他绝对没忘了你,他也没有停止关心你;他并不见得天天与你见面或通电话,但你知道你们的友情不会有什么变化,何以为证呢?简单!只要你有了为难的事,他似乎永远在那儿,在一个令你放心的位置、不变的位置,等你奔向他。

甚至不需要你开口,他已经从你的一举一动中,嗅到某些端倪,主动把声援的温暖的手伸过来;而且,他会做得不露痕迹,不让你感到背着人情债。

他用一颗真心与你交往,你自然不能怠慢,也要掏出真心来相待。好在能结为朋友的,通常也性情相近,不难互相掬诚以待。久而久之,你便拥有一项珍贵的财产,千金不还的宝物。

不管是分离的云淡风轻也好,向局势的风云际会也罢;拥有这样的朋友,你便经常拥有耐以咀嚼的感觉。如果你有这样的朋友,我要恭喜你,并建议你在心田深处,大扫出一方净土,恭迎朋友到心中来,直到永远......

摘自<东方日报> 2006年11月17日

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应该是今年开始吧,开始告诉自己要摒弃从前的想法(朋友排心中第一位),每个人嘛,都是一个独立的个体,对朋友的依赖及渴求的关怀,得适可而止,因为,两人之间的关系,存在着太多未知数,而这些未可预知的因素,往往有这摧毁一段情谊的能力。
[注:这里的所谓情谊,是属于生长在大城市的人们的。没有乡村小孩的一起偷摘水果,被发现后争相被罚的患难友情;没有战乱年代时,一同逃往、流浪的互相扶持。有的所谓美好记忆,只是共同行乐后的残余物,经不起任何考验]

这,是个悲观的想法,但却是人们生活现实的一环。当然,我们都知道,快乐和不快乐是可以选择的,就视乎我们用什么眼光看待这些俗尘之事。以上文章的所说的,对某些人来说,是理想化的,对某些人来说,那是针对他与友人之间的感情,一个很好的解说!

对我而言,我应可开心地说,上文的解述“好朋友”,我倒是有的,但这却不是我与自己最在乎的朋友之间的情况,到底,是什么无形的东西在暗中作祟?从以前的执著到现在的豁然,我一直在寻找其中的真正答案。我只知道,面对自己在乎的人,朋友也好,情人也好,天蝎座男孩总会不自觉的作出要求,总会拿自己在乎的人与他人之间的互动关系,跟与自己的作比较,然后,所谓的要求,也不是大声说出,只是在很久之后,在与自己在乎的人的msn对话中,无意似地写出来,让人有一种“有么?”“你想太多了啦”的感觉......这其实就是我们天蝎座的,外冷内热(是超级热)的终极表现。

我的姑姐(以广东话亲切称呼)嘉雯告诉我说,我们不能要求别人什么,朋友在一起,只求开心。嗯,这一套生活哲学,我早已明白了,在我们已是成年人后的生活中,应该蛮管用的,keyword就是"看得开"。

当然,人因梦想而伟大,我的梦想之一,就是让上文的理想友谊成为所有人的生活现实,包括我自己。这样结尾好吗?不然,我真的还有许多有的没的,写也写不完......


零碎片段:
[听着戴佩妮的“一个人的行李”登上myfm冠军,又因其曲风及编曲相似,让我轻易忆起初三的周末时光: 一边赶着geografi和sejarah projek,一边听着流行榜,一边sms,无知、生活模式固定的日子就这样过去了]

[等下要听2pm的大牌部落格,要听蓝心湄的“狂奔”,一首我小六那年在电脑室中制作网页时,电台一首狂播的歌,是它,把当时的记忆带到今天(除了记忆,有没有更贴切的名词?看来我要自创了......)。毋庸怀疑,歌曲就是有这种威力。

Thursday, November 16, 2006

disappointed


disappointed with those so-called friends who always disregard my feeling, i really meant to play and relax together after they r free of their stressful period at genting, but dunno y at this morning de zhang wiven suddenly qi xiao and went away, we were questioned and some of dem lost their mood..when i ask xie wen xuan and others what they r goin to do den,and stil wan to go theme park not (indicates tat i wanna go) he jus replied me tat nth to do, turun bukit lo...adding tat the fog was so thick and cant play d LAA...i jus feel tat v fu yan @@, harlo, genting got heavily fogged v special meh? they jus seemed to ignore the possibility, or, in fact it would actually happened, that the sky would turn clear when d day approaches noon...whatsoever, the game is not affected, i dunno wat is d point of d reason....jus felt tat v xie4 qi4...calling so many times to redeem d room,finally got it,inform this inform tat, yao zhong say wan drive and dun wan drive and den las minute say dun wan go and las las minute say wan go again.... waiting at d filthy titiwangsa bus stop for 1.5 hr jus to cater mee cui's suddent invitation ("shui fu" jia hao go..) den after he reached, hav to listen to his words summore : " ben lai i wan watch movie d lor ...suddenly pull me up ...etc.." k nvm, reached genting finally....i qi dai qi dai v much for next day's activities, therefore jus eat ther, walk around,movies and spending d time in room at nite....quite happy d watched d "death note", many questions arise and we keep tao3 lun4 after watching.....but next day, i mean today, everything was so bad.....gu zhe and xin min initially tell me tat she wan stay n play together v me(after all saying wan turun bukit), quite gratified...though at last they back oso la, but i know they care and understand my desire to play lo...not like others...haiz, suan liao , watever emotion changes in me, they won perasan and, i not like d past lo havin such low self-esteem.i am me myself, u guys dun wan teman me play, i mar play myself la, nvm de, zui duo nez time find right ppl to play...at last i play v wei loong til 3pm lebih, v happy le i think i overcame d fear of taking d "cockscrew" ride...1st time close eyes, 2nd time open eyes....haha i relli sit 4 1st time ma....so v excited lo...readers u can laugh at me de if feel tat im v you zhi...thx wei loong 4 "beauty up" my 1st cockscrew ride...he keep comforting me...lol..after tat my turn to persuade him to play "flying coaster",he daren't..haha!!
after tat leh, i took 5pm d bus down frm genting alone lo...wei loong waiting ther for his family to watch casino royale premiere woo...do nth jus slp slp slp in d bus and took lrt til now....back home, haven bath and type out all my yuan qi....i think mayb i this kind of ppl too YA4 YI4, oways trying my best to hold my ownself's temper, if i got wiven half jiu good la...den no nid fat lou sou here...but i think he 18 liao reli hav to b mature la..dun oways broke d atmosphere as yikcai said..damn it...haih tis is not a positive positive post after all, but ther r ups and downs mah right...if i dun express it out by emotion nor writing out....den i will b crazy de...suo yi jiu jiang la..go bath le ... however,genting d photo, defa1026.multiply.com =p

Wednesday, November 15, 2006


after going through vs's blog, found tat me myself v shi bai ler, post bout my bday haven completed...relli bad habit, oways tuo tuo tuo,thinking tat i would produce a good piece of post and at last jus let d mood+feeling fled away themelves, ended up in rushing dem out...wan to apply scholarship of macquarie university, offered by EMACC, xia dao when get to know we r required to write out" the reason y u deserve the scholarship", 2000 words, closing date is 17th of november... sei lo...will be going up genting later, how??!! nasib baik i called the IDP, they said forecast result is not acceptable(they change their policy this yr), while d actual result of UEC will only released on the 13th of december...means tat even those SAM students cant apply this(cos today is their las day of exam)....hweuh....relieved and disappointed at d same time-- happy is tat no need to rush out d essay, sad is tat we r not eligible to apply....nvm lo...jus hav fun in genting later...!! i wan go play the classic roller coaster!! ( blif it or not i nvr play be4, there was once i queue up to play, but feel like peeing,so dun wan take tat risk n left for toilet, otherwise ppl will sense d "raining") feel myself v wu liao , c ppl's blog so full den terikut-ikut (cos of bu gan yuan,haha)wan write...but in d wrong time...going to meet yao zhong,yik cai and aaron up 2 pm....shud prepare liao la~~~~

post some pic 1st....unrelevant d

Monday, November 13, 2006

因不想被父母说成“不懂事”,所以总逼着自己看破这世界,没机会,不小心翼翼地接待身边所有人、事、物

(不知是何时有这感觉,输入电脑时也觉得牵强)

是为何
我们要放弃自己的理想
那感动自己的机会
拼命在庸俗的社会里打滚
赚取金钱
购买由别人产生的
只让咱们感受那片刻共鸣的
那永远不属于自己的
感动

(看了FLUSHED AWAY 后,在繁嚣的等待轻快铁时,看着路过的人们,各司其职...发想)

thx chia voon sien for bringing me to the restaurant that can hav magnificent view from inside of klcc, but cost me 20 sth to hav a normal-tasted pizza....but finish liao MUET, so happy, nvm la, i no fate of watching murah movie..saturday rm11 leh..tgv..damn...lately v SIU GA..cos quite miskin jiang...lun2 luo3 dao thinking of being a waiter again in SHANGRILA..but too happy being in home...can watch drama 3.30 to 4.30 6 to 7 7 to 8 8 to 8.30 8.30 to 9.30 9.30 to 10.30 ......haahaha v relax ne...

tat fxxxer wireless-router seller,he shud know tat router+ router will crash de.. still sell me that, make me reset my modem router and cant online for few days...%%$%@ and now hav to continue applying uni le...and yesterday go audition superstar fail jor hahah...and...y am i putting so much rubbish in my blog...???

i shuang ah