disappointed

disappointed with those so-called friends who always disregard my feeling, i really meant to play and relax together after they r free of their stressful period at genting, but dunno y at this morning de zhang wiven suddenly qi xiao and went away, we were questioned and some of dem lost their mood..when i ask xie wen xuan and others what they r goin to do den,and stil wan to go theme park not (indicates tat i wanna go) he jus replied me tat nth to do, turun bukit lo...adding tat the fog was so thick and cant play d LAA...i jus feel tat v fu yan @@, harlo, genting got heavily fogged v special meh? they jus seemed to ignore the possibility, or, in fact it would actually happened, that the sky would turn clear when d day approaches noon...whatsoever, the game is not affected, i dunno wat is d point of d reason....jus felt tat v xie4 qi4...calling so many times to redeem d room,finally got it,inform this inform tat, yao zhong say wan drive and dun wan drive and den las minute say dun wan go and las las minute say wan go again.... waiting at d filthy titiwangsa bus stop for 1.5 hr jus to cater mee cui's suddent invitation ("shui fu" jia hao go..) den after he reached, hav to listen to his words summore : " ben lai i wan watch movie d lor ...suddenly pull me up ...etc.." k nvm, reached genting finally....i qi dai qi dai v much for next day's activities, therefore jus eat ther, walk around,movies and spending d time in room at nite....quite happy d watched d "death note", many questions arise and we keep tao3 lun4 after watching.....but next day, i mean today, everything was so bad.....gu zhe and xin min initially tell me tat she wan stay n play together v me(after all saying wan turun bukit), quite gratified...though at last they back oso la, but i know they care and understand my desire to play lo...not like others...haiz, suan liao , watever emotion changes in me, they won perasan and, i not like d past lo havin such low self-esteem.i am me myself, u guys dun wan teman me play, i mar play myself la, nvm de, zui duo nez time find right ppl to play...at last i play v wei loong til 3pm lebih, v happy le i think i overcame d fear of taking d "cockscrew" ride...1st time close eyes, 2nd time open eyes....haha i relli sit 4 1st time ma....so v excited lo...readers u can laugh at me de if feel tat im v you zhi...thx wei loong 4 "beauty up" my 1st cockscrew ride...he keep comforting me...lol..after tat my turn to persuade him to play "flying coaster",he daren't..haha!!
after tat leh, i took 5pm d bus down frm genting alone lo...wei loong waiting ther for his family to watch casino royale premiere woo...do nth jus slp slp slp in d bus and took lrt til now....back home, haven bath and type out all my yuan qi....i think mayb i this kind of ppl too YA4 YI4, oways trying my best to hold my ownself's temper, if i got wiven half jiu good la...den no nid fat lou sou here...but i think he 18 liao reli hav to b mature la..dun oways broke d atmosphere as yikcai said..damn it...haih tis is not a positive positive post after all, but ther r ups and downs mah right...if i dun express it out by emotion nor writing out....den i will b crazy de...suo yi jiu jiang la..go bath le ... however,genting d photo, defa1026.multiply.com =p