如果我能爱你

如果我能爱你
我保证！！
一场浪漫疯狂
回忆无穷的爱
假如我能爱你
义无反顾！
嗯
假如我能爱你
倘若握紧你手
手心传过温热
仅此而已
没有触电感觉
你定察觉

finally, it's u, Tsinghua

today im very happy ah.but very calm la.i confirmed my place in the economics and management skul in tsinghua afer all.yeah.my hard work pay off.no need to struggle.no need to tossing n turning on the bed whole nite till get imsomnia liao.hrm,y calm leh? cos go pray pray, got one deities said i must get it de, so im kind of assured.until i called the admission office again and get the confirmation. hell, Italk is quite nice to use de wor,i called xxx times liao using a rm30 one and now stil got 10 over bugs. yeah my mum can call me very often liao.

and actually do u guys know y i less update my blog? i finally get myself the answer. in fact i hav few drafts now but all incomplete. It's all about lagging com+old keyboard+insensitive mouse.frens who ever used my com will know how i treat dem cruelly.haha.type eng is indeed faster de.

and when i manage to post it up,it will normally be the long, and UNORGANISED one.haha.if u feel confuse feel free to be updated frm me personally.;].

well,watched "my period/days"?(not sure) in government department". i laugh my ass off(correct preposition)...relli creative lehthe liang zhi qiang.hrm.i now like spore drama+music+movie ady.it potrays the current society's phenomenon,yet it is "manufactured" into an art piece.not like tsai ming liang's one.i like his idea,what he wanna address,i understand very well,but i think he could hav done more better by adding some artistic sense in it.HEY.y r d ppl going to study cinematography, when u d director jus ask the cinematographer to switch on the machine, and jus left the cam there,a fixed scene,0skill has been used.totally unpolished things can b just a raw idea.i hav many la...if liddat de quality meet the satisfactory liao.

ei, swerve frm topic liao.erm, tok bout study,math,i will xxxx my ass xxx -(i dunno how to use d phrase, sth help me with it,gif u credit) to brush up my math,to prove malaysia boleh to the china bitch who underestimates me. haha, haih.i hope i will really develop the passion to handle the math la,whe i get to know how to apply them,specifically.yeah i will do well then.

then now,hav to reject monash n peking liao lo.yeah.i like the 快感。finally.i regret i didnt do tat be4 tat phucking NUS do it to me.sending a sarcastic letter to kick my ass again.FUCK them.

haih, monash i apply film and tv de,if i was born with silver spoon,no nid worry for life, sure will choose it la.but now im aspired to fully equip myself with broad economics knowledge,investing tricks...earn myself a sum of money to pursue my dream,after 30..after all, the journey of artists hav never been smooth be4 they get famous.for me, i admit i couldnt stand poverty or insufficient $.i would not be able to create a masterpiece tat time for sure, or mayb can, immerse in my very own world,chuang zuo chuang zuo, then strive from poverty until mati kong kiao,starved.haha. dream need to b supported by $$. if u hav money ah, create liao ur own work,use ur own money publisize la,no nid beg company gif u a damn chance la,no nid to betray own bodies.haha.think too much.

haha.srry if u get nth from my post.slp luuuu.

im memorising every single place that i spotted to be one of the settings of my film.
not jotting it down.hope i will stil rmb, one day, when i decide to put the camcorder up my shoulder.